So I got my first tattoo on Saturday. Very random, unplanned event. But I love it and I love how much it reflects my dorkiness.










Ain't he cute? He's on my right ankle. Didn't hurt at all. It's not a real painful spot anyways, but I honestly felt nothing other than a light scratching. It kinda felt good, in a way. So I'm thinking of adding some baby Goomba's floating around him with their little wings. Cause they were soo fucking annoying in Mario 3 but so fucking cute. Also, I definitely want the triforce on some part of my body, possibly the back of my neck. I might go back this Sunday and get it done. Angie was right. They ARE addicting.



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Rehearsing for NOS was incredibly hilarious. Anthony and I practically have "dancing sex" during "When you're good to Mama." We need to tone it down unless we want to steal the attention from Julie. Buuuuut, we ARE attention whores in the theatre so we might bring it up a notch. Our dance steps aren't really crazy erotic, but Anthony and I take it there. My scene with Will and Jon continues to make me break character and laugh. They push it to extremes. It's going to be hard for me to hold it in. My theatre mates are incredibly weird and eternally erotic. This "Night of Sex" is going to be good. Our shirts are way better this year as well. I urge everyone to come to the show. It's not a "play", it's a sketch comedy show that features musical and dance numbers as well, all revolving around the theme of sex. There will also be stand up comedy. The show is free, but we encourage people to donate money for the South Jersey Aids Alliance. Plus, if you donate you get our coveted "Night of Sex" t-shirts (a different design every year). Show's a one time thing, on Thursday at 10pm at the Performing Arts Center at Stockton College. There will also be a [sex]festival starting at 8pm in the lobby in front of the PAC. I really really suggest you guys coming to the show cause not only is it hilarious, it's your chance to see me perform for once. Plus, it's for a good cause, y'know?


I really have nothing else to update with here. Come to my show. That is all.

I'm glad to say I've revamped my relationship with my oldest brother. We had a falling out over a year ago and I'd not spoken to him since. But circumstances change people, make you want to make amends and such. I'm really glad though. I mean, there will always be trust issues, but I know it hurt him to not be in contact with me and well I just decided it was time to forgive him. I've been spending alot of time at my mom's too. It's... nice.

Work is going good. It's been slow so they've cut back some hours. I can't wait till our new floor set goes out tomorrow, the more money we make the more hours I get. Joe's trying to bring back Wiired under new management (mainly... us). I hope it works out. Despite everything, it was a cool place to hang and meet people. It's how I met Joe. It'll be completely different, though. It won't look anything like it used to. But for the better. Oh yeah, NO "BAND" NIGHTS. lol.

Other than that, nothing really is going on. I'm in "A Night Of Sex 6: Sixual Healing" that opens next week. One night only, but it'll be fun. I expect all of you there. This is the "info:"

PRE-SHOW FESTIVAL @ 8:00PM - 10:00PM
SHOW @ 10:00PM-Midnight

$5 Donation (guarantees you a swank t-shirt!)

Night of Sex 6 will blow your... mind? Come to the pre-show festival and learn how to give your groove the kick it needs and then come to the show and start kickin' that groove! Cuz damnit we're horny and we're not going to take it lying down... unless that's how you like it!

St. Patty's day kicked my ass. Went to Pitney with Nate and James (who I hadn't seen in forever). Rachel met us there. I didn't pay for anything, which was very generous of Nate and I insist on taking him out even though he refuses the idea that I owe him. Met alot of cool people and drank alot. Ended up crashing at Nates. For some reason, Rachel tells me we're both sleeping in James' room and not on the couch. She's passed out there many times before, so I figured there was a reason for this. Well, James sleeps naked and she forgot about this. So... yeah. Awkward. I was so tired I fell asleep anyways, only to wake up abit later and hurry downstairs to the couch. Haha, James is a dirty dirty bastard and I was NOT going to get dirty by him. Got up at 8am (after maybe four hours of sleep) and went to work.



The end.

Haven't posted in a very long while. I just like to keep things to myself more now. Not that I have any secrets, just that I've learned not to talk about every single thing that happens in my life for the fear of sounding narcissistic (I swear to God I'm really not).

What's new? Just alot of work and theatre. I got in "A Night Of Sex" though I'm not really sure what I'm doing, except that I'm acting in a scene. Probably singing in a few ensemble pieces as well. Been VERY involved in Theatre, just got done Stage Managing our last show "Comedy Tonight< mare! >" which was fun. Next year will be a whole lot of auditioning for me, since there are actually shows I want to be in.

Friday night I partied up at Jeff's house. Did waaaay tooo many shots of vodka (which is the only thing I drink now) with Jenna but managed to stay pretty sober. Played many rounds of beer pong (mostly with water). I forgot how much I liked that game and how much I rocked at it. Beat a few guys at one on one and proved myself as a good player. Fell on the kitchen floor, all on one buttcheek. I've internal bruising. It hurts alot.

Saturday night was the most fun I've had in a long time. Went out to Game On with my manager Jackie, her bf Pete, and his friend Frank. Got a little drunk, and danced my pants off. Jackie was wasted though, having just left Beerfest and kept falling down, exclaiming her love for me, and dancing with any random person who walked her way. Eventually, she got us kicked out for going up to the VIP section. She wasn't VIP. Her and Rachel disappeared for over an hour while Pete, Frank, and I frantically searched for them. Found them, cabbed it back to my place, passed out. Next day we all went to Chelsea Pub for pizza (and soda). Frank and I definitely hit it off. He's... cool =)

Monday I chilled with Leah. We went to her cousin Jojo's house where he tried to outdrink me with vodka. He got drunk. I didn't even get buzzed. We WERE going to go out afterwards, but he was kinda belligerent and I was tired and not in the mood to babysit. Don't try to drink hard alcohol if all you drink is beer. Tonight I've got some Brazilian party with Leah, tomorrow I'm chillin with Joe then I'm going out with Miss Julie Barton for some drinks at Pitney Tavern. Friday I'm really looking forward to. Jackie and I are getting all dolled up and hittin' the town (either AC or Philly). I LOVE dressing up, and I'm going to look hott as hell with my red pumps and high waisted shorts! Pete'll probably be there, maybe Frank, Shadis, and Jackie's other roomie Matt. Hopefully Rachel won't be gay and if we go to AC she'll join us. Planet Rose... here we come. Nothing quite as fun as drinks and karaoke. Saturday is a night dedicated to Jenna. I know it probably sounds like all I do is drink, but at most I have a few drinks. Plus, I've not had a social life in over a year (Saturday was the first time I'd gone out in that amount of time) so I've alot to make up for.

This is a semi gay entry. But it's the best you'll get from me.

I was back at Stockton for only a day when I was already thrown into Stage Managing for our second show this semester, Independance. Also, Noah keeps pressing me to be in his show, Comedy Tonight, next semester. I'd rather Stage Manage, but I'll keep my options open. Not going to Arizona is turning out to be quite well, since alot more doors have opened for me. I'm trying my best to settle old debts and conquer new ones. I've reverted back to some bad old habits but whatever. I'll manage, I always do. Still single, still fabulous. That's my update.

I'm bartending at Chili's now. Still serving, just upgrading to bartending a few days a week. Arizona might be morphing into New York City. Long story, not enough time to explain. Had the BEST birthday ever with Blair who took me to see my first broadway show "Avenue Q." Not to mention, I got raped by Naked Cowboy. He got a little bit too touchy, he grabbed a good handful of my ass too. I think I've hiv now.

Much more to tell, just too lazy to type it out. Cut my hair pretty short. Yeah I think that's it.

Joe and I are friends again. I feel like my life is complete =) ♥

So thanks to my Chili's coworker being in the show, I've gone to see Tony & Tina's Wedding twice already in Atlantic City. It's an Off Broadway show that's playing at the Showboat right now. Deric, my co-worker, is one of the most amazing people I've ever met and is so unbelievably talented. I can go as many times as I want for free. Not only that, but I'm like tight with the cast now haha. I interact with them soo much during the show (it's one of those interactive dinner theatre shows) that people think I'm part of the cast! I was even asked to audition, too bad I'm moving to Arizona or else I would. After the show, we go out drinking. First night I got to go back to their Brigantine house and dazzled the guys with my extensive knowledge in comic books and movies. Haha, they love me, I'm like friends with them now, it's great. I plan on going many many more times, it never gets old. Plus, some genuine hotties in that show. Good lord haha. Working ALOT more than I should be. But it's work and I need it. Today was my day off and I slept through most of it. Soo exhausted. Going to AZ first week of July for apartment shopping, then it's my super duper birthday weekend. I can't WAIT to chill with Angel. I love him soo much!! Still nothing going on in my love life. I've seriously gone out on date with like four different guys in the past month, I'm just not interested in any of 'em. I need someone who bursts with personality and can take my kind of humor. Ugh. I'm gaining weight, ever so slowly but it's definitely happening. I miss Sarah. I get to see her in about an hour. Pitney Tavern possibly tonight. I don't care, so long as I see her. I'm dying without her lol. I'm taking her to see the show soon, and am going again a few more times with some co-workers. They're seriously going to get tired of seeing me there. No... they're not. They love me lol. Soo sleepy. I think I'll nap before she gets here.

Peace out.

Haven't posted in AWHILE. Let's see, still working my ass of at Chili's. I hope it rains every day so that people will go eat there and not barbecue or go to the beach or whatever. I need money, damnit.

Super awesome news... Angel's coming for my birthday week!!! He's flying from Florida out here to spend me a week cause once I move to AZ we'll see each other less than we do now. Which is never. But I'm mad excited. We're getting our first tattoos together, and we're gonna be hitting up AC almost every day. He's a BIG party boy, and I love to get down and funky. I'm really excited, I miss him like crazy. As for my tattoo, it's gonna be the chords to "Across The Universe" going from my foot, spiraling around my ankle till about a few inches above my ankle. Which verse, I've yet to decide but I'm thinking of the "Jai Guru Deva Om" part. Once I'm AZ I'm getting the tragedy comedy faces on my wrists. I seriously can't wait.

As for my actual birthday week, crazy crazy parties. All are invited, yes, even those I haven't really spoken to in awhile. I'm going to miss everyone, new and old, when I'm AZ so I'd like to see everyone at least once before I go. I definitely know I wanna hit up Pitney that Thursday. But this is all about a month in advanced so that I can get everyone to come down. I've still alot of planning to do.

As for recent events... work... alot lol. I've found time to get absolutely intoxicated with Jenna. I mean, we got fucked up, then hopped the fence of our VERY closed community pool, and jumped in. I somehow found enough time to take off my pants... just not anything else (hoodies and all). So while Jenna jumped in fully clothed, I jumped in with everything but pants. As Angie once put it "Don't you hate pants". I always have fun with Jenna, despite our recent indifferences I love her and will miss her dearly when I move. Still stickin' to the no boys promise. I find it funny how when I'm not available (or at least putting myself out there) certain people (IE: Phil) are desperate to start something with me. Oh well, he'll have to suffice with a friendship. That's all he's getting.

Told my parents I'm moving. That was fun, as in not at all. I cried when I told my daddy, he was really happy for me and stood by my decision. Mom seemed fake happy for me. Not in the, I hate you kinda way, but because I do believe she thinks I'm trying to erase her out of my life. She's the needy kind of bipolar mom. I told her she can visit me and we can go to Las Vegas together (since it'll only be a few hours away) and she was like "You would want me to visit you?" Ugh.

That's all for now. I'm leaving you with this, a bit of history that makes me want to cry when I found it, and I can't believe I've kept it after all these years. Haha, I'm going to miss everyone.